Our love child according to morphthing.com-->You know how when you want something, like a new car, the following days of your life you seem to notice that everyone around you is driving the car you want and it only increases your desire??? I am totally feeling that way about babies. I went and had dinner and a movie date with Gini the other day and we brought up this topic. At the age of 26 we already are feeling the pressure of the big 3-0 and the race to have it all, including a kid, by that day. It seems that everyone around me is with child, recently popped out a child, or is seriously trying. So when am I going to jump on the baby bandwagon?? We had always discussed waiting for me to finish my masters, well come May of '09 I will have another diploma to add to the wall. We always talked about waiting till we owned a house, well we are seriously looking this summer- it really is the time to buy. Then we talked about being financially secure- and I will be honest, that shit ain't ever going to happen...so what happens when you run out of things on your to do list? Do you just start trying? What if trying doesn't work? I am so afraid to fail at trying to be a mother that I haven't even thought about what happens when I am a mother- yet still in the back of my head the little voice whispers "baby" over and over again.
So baby....maybe?
